tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78471214723717365762011-07-30T23:53:57.106-07:00Borisnoreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7847121472371736576.post-40396553005712976852010-04-20T06:13:00.000-07:002010-04-20T06:44:56.993-07:00Now everyday, i have about 300-400 pages to read. OMG<br />and now the dream is not far away from me.<br /><br />Now my mind is raced with ideas and possibilities and my brain churned with excitement. I felt alive in every fiber of my body as anticipation burned from within me, its tingling going up and down my spine.<br /><br />My blood was filled with adrenaline(epinephrine) <- lol and my heart is pounding furiously for every moment now.<br /><br />I am cherish every moment now. Now... slow and steady...but a second too late would mean my dream will be disappearing into oblivion...<br />No time to lose!<br /><br />I hope there is 365 hours a day :)<br />Time seemed to have slowed to a crawl as i waited, impatiently and hungrily... counting the beads of perspiration that formed on my hands.<br /><br />Finally, after what seemed like days, it was my turn to do it. Here i come.<br />and now...Its the "mindset" and determination to finish the dream¬<br /><br />Good LUCk!¬¬¬ :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7847121472371736576-4039655300571297685?l=the-bearqq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Borisnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7847121472371736576.post-6202968581909833442010-04-20T05:59:00.000-07:002010-04-20T06:10:25.491-07:00It is good to start afresh. Manage to escape from hell.<br />I got the feeling of the asthma attack. I gonna say "lol" cos i feel my heartbeat stop and my ribcage "lock position" = omg I fainted<br />I tot i will never wake up again. But then oh well...<br />Death is not a way to escape the reailty.<br /><br />I woke up...and now, i know the maturity come with a heavy price. I lost many things.. and i describe it as "disappearing into oblivion".<br /><br />I dreamed a dream.:) Parts and pieces are coming to me. I know what will happen. But i will try to live the best of my life since i am given a second chance to live on. <br />I brought a book "Book about asthma" lol! and many others!<br /><br />Now going to become a nutritionist. I am studying on all the food we eating. And i can say "omg" =.= because i and harming my body and now it needs time to recover. Maybe some people don't understand. <br /><br />I am ready. Challenge me!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7847121472371736576-620296858190983344?l=the-bearqq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Borisnoreply@blogger.com0