Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Lack of time! zzz

Now everyday, i have about 300-400 pages to read. OMG
and now the dream is not far away from me.

Now my mind is raced with ideas and possibilities and my brain churned with excitement. I felt alive in every fiber of my body as anticipation burned from within me, its tingling going up and down my spine.

My blood was filled with adrenaline(epinephrine) <- lol and my heart is pounding furiously for every moment now.

I am cherish every moment now. Now... slow and steady...but a second too late would mean my dream will be disappearing into oblivion...
No time to lose!

I hope there is 365 hours a day :)
Time seemed to have slowed to a crawl as i waited, impatiently and hungrily... counting the beads of perspiration that formed on my hands.

Finally, after what seemed like days, it was my turn to do it. Here i come.
and now...Its the "mindset" and determination to finish the dream¬

Good LUCk!¬¬¬ :)

Hey all, Its good to be back :)

It is good to start afresh. Manage to escape from hell.
I got the feeling of the asthma attack. I gonna say "lol" cos i feel my heartbeat stop and my ribcage "lock position" = omg I fainted
I tot i will never wake up again. But then oh well...
Death is not a way to escape the reailty.

I woke up...and now, i know the maturity come with a heavy price. I lost many things.. and i describe it as "disappearing into oblivion".

I dreamed a dream.:) Parts and pieces are coming to me. I know what will happen. But i will try to live the best of my life since i am given a second chance to live on.
I brought a book "Book about asthma" lol! and many others!

Now going to become a nutritionist. I am studying on all the food we eating. And i can say "omg" =.= because i and harming my body and now it needs time to recover. Maybe some people don't understand.

I am ready. Challenge me!